Tiring day
Slept for barely one hour before I went to floorball training. Had training as usual, runs, passes, drills, and games. Somehow, I don't feel tired at all when playing floorball. Perhaps, I showered before going training.After that, I rushed down to meet Siyun and company for lunch. Basically, the FOC people. Reached Bedok and to my horror, they finished eating already. Was asked to takeaway food there but I refused. Decided to go ECP to eat instead as we could meet the others there and I could have lunch too.
Cycled at ECP. Due to my playfulness, my bicycle collided with Siyun's one and she fell. Was feeling rather guilty and kept apologising to her. Really sorry to make her hands injured because she landed on the ground with her hands. It's like two big, ugly and round bruises on her palms.
Felt accomplished after cycling as all of us cycled from one end to the other and back. It was a long, arduous and exhausting journey to and fro.
Finally, fatigue took its toll on me when we were having dinner. Had KFC for dinner. Played pool and wasn't feeling right. Shot many balls but most balls didn't go in. Was extremely off form. Not my usual self. Had a small talk with the guys on some stuffs.
Later, we went to Mccafe to chill. Apparently, I was quiet and dozing off at times. Then, Home Sweet Home.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
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